Leah’s Daughter’s Words











{February 2, 2009}   One Side of Me Is Sayin Move On…

I guess I went through the fire and apparently got burned… I think maybe it’s time. Time to move forward and move on. This possible interest or attraction rather than mine needs to stay where it is too. I am not sure if I am ready to even get to know him or the hassle of this whole thing. Maybe I will fall back all year and get it together. Lord knows. I just wanna maintain the right focus, because men are too much of a distraction for me right now, even the “nice” ones, but honestly, I’m not sure who the nice ones are anymore because once I get to know them and see who they are, it’s not so nice. It’s crazy how after all I have been through, the last was the hardest. Maybe because I gave too much, maybe because I believed him, yeah, I think that’s it. Regardless of why I did with all that I knew, my trust was taken for granted and it hurt/hurts bad… Here’s a cliche… “you live and you learn” but to follow that… you love and you lose (but not always)

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